The first time I had homosexual thoughts was when I was a little girl I suppose. I didn't know what it was, but I always wanted to be the "man" in a relationship and told my best friend at the time I was gonna marry her when I got older. It took me a while to figure it out, yes. I didn't realize I was probably gay until I was in 8th grade. I was sure that year because I wanted to be as close to this sixth grader as I possibly could be for a while. And there was this one dance I went to..... yeahhhhh....
I'm sure other people knew I was gay before I knew. My mom told me she knew before I knew. I'm sure most of my friends knew before I did. And it made it a whole lot easier to come out because most of them didn't even bat an eye when I came to school one day with my "I Kiss Girls" t-shirt on.
Sometimes I question my identity. I mean, after numerous failed relationships I think I may be more asexual than an actual lesbian, especially because I'm not a big fan of sex... for various reasons.
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